The uses of fear

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A donkey turning a millstone is not trying to press oil from sesame seed.

He’s fleeing the blow just struck and hoping to avoid the next.

For the same reason, the ox takes a load of baggage wherever you want him to.

Shopkeepers work for themselves, not for the flow of communal exchange.

We all look to ease our pain, and this keeps civilization moving along.

God made fear the architect here.

Fear keeps us working near the ark.

There have been many soul-killing floods, many arks, and many Noahs.

Some human beings are safe havens.

Be companions with them.

Others may seem to be friends,

but they’re really consuming your essence like donkeys lapping sherbet.

Detach from them and feel flexibility return.

The inner moisture that lets you bend into a basket handle

is a quickening inside that no one is ever afraid of.

Sometimes, though,

it is fear that brings you to the presence.

Polishing the mirror

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When Abu Bakr met Muhammad, he said,

“This is not a face that lies.”

Abu Bakr was one whose bowl has fallen from the roof.

There’s no hiding the fragrance that comes from an ecstatic.

A polished mirror cannot help reflecting.

Muhammad once was talking to a crowd of chieftains,

princes with great influence,

when a poor blind man interrupted him.

Muhammad frowned and said to the man,

“Let me attend to these visitors.

This is a rare chance, whereas you are already my friend.

We’ll have ample time.”

Then someone nearby said,

“That blind man may be worth a hundred kings.

Remember the proverb,

Human beings are mines.”

World-power means nothing.

Only the unsayable, jeweled inner life matters.

Muhammad replied,

“Do not think that I’m concerned

with being acknowledged by these authorities.

If a beetle moves toward rosewater,

it proves that the solution is diluted.

Beetles love dung, not rose essence.

If a coin is eager to be tested by the touchstone,

that coin itself may be a touchstone.

A thief loves the night.

I am day.

I reveal essences.

A calf thinks God is a cow.

A donkey’s theology changes when someone new pets it

and gives what it wants.

I am not a cow,

or thistles for camels to browse on.

People who insult me are only polishing the mirror.”

Talking through the door

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You said, “Who’s at the door?”

I said, “Your slave.”

You said, “What do you want?”

“To see you and bow.”

“How long will you wait?”

“Until you call.”

“How long will you cook?”

“Till the Resurrection.”

We talked through the door.

I claimed a great love and that I had given up

what the world gives to be in that love.

You said, “Such claims require a witness.”

I said, “This longing, these tears.”

You said, “Discredited witnesses.”

I said, “Surely not!”

You said, “Who did you come with?”

 “The majestic imagination you gave me.”

“Why did you come?”

“The musk of your wine was in the air.”

“What is your intention?”

“Friendship.”

“What do you want from me?”
“Grace.”

Then you asked,

“Where have you been most comfortable?”
“In the palace.”

“What did you see there?”

“Amazing things.”

“Then why is it so desolate?”

“Because all that can be taken away in a second.”

“Who can do that?”

“This clear discernment.”

“Where can you live safely then?”
“In surrender.”

“What is this giving up?”

“A peace that saves us.”

“Is there no threat of disaster?”

“Only what comes in your street, inside your love.”

“How do you walk there?”

“In perfection.”

Now silence.

If I told more of this conversation,

those listening would leave themselves.

There would be no door, no roof or window either!

Talking in the night

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In the middle of the night, I cried out,

“Who lives in this love I have?”

You said, “I do, but I’m not here alone.

Why are these other images with me?”

I said, “They are reflections of you,

just as the beautiful inhabitants of Chigil in Turkestan
resemble each other.”

You said, “But who is this other living being?”

“That is my wounded soul.”

Then I brought that soul to you as a prisoner.

 “This one is dangerous,” I said.

“Don’t let him off easy.”

You winked and gave me one end of a delicate thread.

“Pull it tight, but don’t break it.”

I reached my hand to touch you.

You struck it down.

“Why are you so harsh with me?”

“For good reason. But certainly not to keep you away!

Whoever enters this place saying

Here I am

must be slapped.

This is not a pen for sheep.

There are no separating distances here.

This is love’s sanctuary.

Saladin is how the soul looks.

Rub your eyes, and look again with love at love.”

The birds question the hoopoe and he advises them

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An ancient secret yielded to the birds
When they had understood the hoopoe’s words –

Their kinship with the Simorgh was now plain
And all were eager to set off again.

The homily returned them to the Way

and with one voice the birds were heard to say:‘

“Tell us, dear hoopoe, how we should proceed –

Our weakness quails before this glorious deed.’

‘A lover’, said the hoopoe, now their guide,
‘Is one in whom all thoughts of Self have died;

Those who renounce the Self deserve that name;

Righteous or sinful, they are all the same!

Your heart is thwarted by the Self’s control;

Destroy its hold on you and reach your goal.

Give up this hindrance, give up mortal sight,

For only then can you approach the light.

If you are told: “Renounce our Faith”, obey!

The Self and Faith must both be tossed away;

Blasphemers call such action blasphemy –

Tell them that love exceeds mere piety.

Love has no time for blasphemy or faith,

Nor lovers for the Self, that feeble wraith.

They burn all that they own; unmoved they feel

Against their skin the torturer’s sharp steel.

Heart’s blood and bitter pain belong to love,

And tales of problems no one can remove;

Cupbearer, fill the bowl with blood, not wine –

And if you lack the heart’s rich blood take mine.

Love thrives on inextinguishable pain,

Which tears the soul, then knits the threads again.

A mote of love exceeds all bounds; it gives

The vital essence to whatever lives.

But where love thrives, there pain is always found;

Angels alone escape this weary round

They love without that savage agony

Which is reserved for vexed humanity.

Islam and blasphemy have both been passed

By those who set out on love’s path at last;

Love will direct you to Dame Poverty,

And she will show the way to Blasphemy.

When neither Blasphemy nor Faith remain,

The body  and the Self have both been slain;

Then the fierce fortitude the Way will ask
Is yours, and you are worthy of our task.

Begin the journey without fear; be calm;

Forget what is and what is not Islam;

Put childish dread aside –

like heroes meet

The hundred problems which you must defeat.

The wolf’s pride

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There is no self, like no-self

the wolf spoke to a room, filled with sheep

the self is an illusion 

you do not exist

it’s a logical conclusion 

but easily missed

If I would eat you alive

no harm would be done

you would not be lost

i would not have won

his eyes lurked around 

seeking praise and applause

But most sheep just gazed

just a few where in awe

then one sheep, a dervish

brought her hand to her heart

as she walked to the wolf

his world shattered apart

she saw through him, she held him

forgave his pride and his shame

he just melted, dissolved,

“we are all One, we are the same”

he fell on his knees

he wept and he laughed

forgive me, my friends

for being so daft

my images of truth where a magnificent lie

only love brings it live

grace kissed me today

and on that sweet kiss,

I died